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Friday.

Fri Nov 7, 2008, 1:11 PM
I don't wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest
Or the girl who never wants to be alone
I don't wanna be that call at four o'clock in the morning
'Cause I'm the only one you know in the world that won't be home

Aahh, the sun is blinding
I stayed up again
Oohh, I am finding
That's not the way I want my story to end

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're my protection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I don't wanna be the girl who has to fill the silence...
The quiet scares me 'cause it screams the truth
Please don't tell me that we had that conversation
When I won't remember, save your breath, 'cause what's the use?

Aahh, the night is calling
And it whispers to me softly, "come and play"
Aahh, I am falling
And if I let myself go, I'm the only one to blame

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I'm comin' down
Comin' down
Comin' down
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Looking for myself...
Sober

Comin' down
Comin' down
Comin' down
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Spinnin' round
Looking for myself...
Sober

When it's good, then it's good, it's so good, 'till it goes bad
Till you're trying to find the you that you once had
I have hurt myself, cried - never again!
Broken down in agony
And just trying to find a friend

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?

I'm safe
Up high
Nothing can touch me
But why do I feel this party's over?
No pain
Inside
You're like perfection
But how do I feel this good sober?

How do I feel this good sober?






went to another counselor meeting today.
basically talked about how i think/day dream too much and sleep problems.
i'm a bit suspicious of what she was thinking about, because she kept saying odd things about disorders.
:/
But I'm not going to dwell on it.

In psychology we did a legalised stress questionnaire thats used in psychology to determine stress, and i scored the highest in the class by quite a long shot. lol.
whey for stress. funny thing is, i don't feel THAT stressed! its just normal everyday stress really.

anyway, got £90 in the bank today and got Fable 1 :] but not the lost chapters one. it seems to be lost in time. :[ so just ordinary Fable, is the one I got.

I felt soo complimented today! The English teacher was going through coursework today, and theres a creative writing part to it, where we have to write either:

a short story
life story
travel writings
or poetry (at least six poems)

& explain them.
He said to steer clear of poetry, as it was a really difficult thing to do... except I was the exception of the rule, because my poetry quote: "was so well written and I would probably be able to pull it off."

BOOYAH!!

I tried to maintain my bigheadedness, and to be fair, I think I did well. :]
but hah.
I also beat the smartarse of the class in a debate about conformity and nonconfirmity.

I know, I turn everything into a competition.

*shame*

^^

  • Mood: Attraction
  • Listening to: Nothing's sweet about me - that .. singer.
  • Reading: What Is Clinical Psychology?
  • Watching: James Bond
  • Playing: nothing.
  • Eating: Cookies!
  • Drinking: nothing.

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:iconbattleshipagincourt:
Glad you made people feel inferior to you. Not like it really matters, but I'm proud of you. It's great to beat someone at their own game... most people are just not pleasant and I just can't tolerate them. There's no skill in that!
:iconyasuzoma:
well, i've always been beaten and laughed at for my failures - i have the right to have my own silent victories of bigheadedness.
:] right?
:iconbattleshipagincourt:
No. Not a SILENT victory. Make it as public as possible so your victim will never want to laugh at you again. lol
:iconemmettlover:
Good job... I'm proud of you.

--
SASUNARU FOR EVER

On the inside, I'm dying and on the outside, I watch my world collapse.
:iconyasuzoma:
okay, it wasn't so silent.
i sort of turned to my friend on the right and whispered: "scoooooore - my points are soo good."
but he understands - he's worse! lol.
:iconemmettlover:
hehehe

--
SASUNARU FOR EVER

On the inside, I'm dying and on the outside, I watch my world collapse.
:iconbattleshipagincourt:
Good for you! I knew you had it in you!

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